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I was feeling damn bad today, like almost every other day. So, I decided to browse the web for a depression support group/s, that's still pending approval. Well any way, I went to yahoo answers to ask a question. Before I get into what I asked. I stumbled across a question from a 16 year old teen asking , "Living isn't for everyone, right?" And he went on saying how unloved he felt from his family with no real friends to talk too and thinks about suicide. It was sad and I wanted to reach out and hug him so bad, thinking it may help me feel better too. So, I went on reading the comments others left and to my suprise, I saw some mean ones. It really pissed me off!! Are people that fucking dumb?!! If some one's spilling there fucking guts, venting in pain, online; obviously their crying for support that they feel their not getting anywhere else. Bashing and putting them down isn't going to make things better. If you don't have anything nice to fucken say, keep your damn trap shut!! Everyone, in some part of their life will suffer from some form of depression. Wouldn't you want a friend or someone to help you stay on track. That's not asking for a pity party. It's asking for a friend, even if it's for that moment. Words Hurt Dammit!!! Do on to others as you want others to do on to you.

From what you have read, I'm sure you all may realize that I suffer from depression myself. That's why that topic was so touchy to me. So, here's my question. Is talking to a counselor once a week about the same O shit while taking meds really necessary? I understand they have to monitor the meds but what does that have to do with you talking to someone who's really tired of listening to your boring ass, I hate my life ass stories for an hour a WEEK anyway? I feel like, talking to a shrink isn't for everyone, atleast not me. And I told the shrink this but he beg the differ. So, I got my meds and I was cool, so I missed a few appointments. Then got a letter in the mail stating, I would no longer receive services by them,since I didn't want to talk about my fucked up life and rather forget and move on with the help of meds only. And Thats a problem?! I think thats messed up! As long as I'm being monitored while taking the meds, everything should be ok. Is it just me or am I not being logical?